Wow, this went undone for way too long... it's February and I met someone.

I feel lost, immature and confused? This is only the second relationship I've ever been in and it's mildly terrifying? I don't know how to forward my emotional and physical needs, and it might just be them, but I'm not sure. 

I'm crying a lot, but they've gotten me nice gifts and are mildly supportive of my Sylus addiction, which is kind of a dream come true lmfao. 

It's funny... I don't even like the character on a romantic scale? Just that they're... I guess what I'd like in an ideal relationship, but no man is ever going to actually study a fictional character or act like that. (And NO I don't mean the mafia aspects, I mean how they treat the main character..)

But I guess there's a lot more to do today, I'm helping watch his son. It's my birthday in two days, he needs me to finish the laundry and dishes, vacuum and take out his trash.